officially close down until further notice....

just like what the title says

Friends

this picture is appearing in almost all of the blogs...so i guess i will post it as well....i may not be physically inside but i am IN THE PIC!!!! see the monitor cong is holding? hehe glad to know that the gathering is quite a success with ppl enjoying the food...though maybe 1 or 2 of them are not really satisfied and end up having to eat instant noodles at home..and we have bartender shawn, who is able to apply what he learn from his previous work experience into practical use....welcome joshua into our group as he is now officially jorgina's fiance ...guess he will be a regular in our gathering from now onwards...i think beside kinship....friendship is also very important and hopefully everyone can stay as friends 4ever....cos...this is really a very nice and kind bunch of friends...everyone is special in their own ways and we dun have any one who brings disgrace on this group....keep it up with the gatherings!

watching 十四歳の母

wah...i just need to say it....小学朋友....that little ger in that show really resemble u..at certain scene and certain angle with that kind of hairstyle leh..not saying she looks like u in person la...but just in the show...thats wat i feel.....今、十四歳の母を見る。its quite a nice show...i mean cant really comment much cos only watch till episode 2 hahah but dunno y...i just find that small ger resembling 小学朋友....ok maybe my eyes playing tricks on me..ok....back to watching 十四歳の母

Peer influence...

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart. You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts. At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do. You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What's Your Personality Type?

accurate??

hm...am i 1 of them?

OTAKU CHECKLIST

Anime? checked
Manga? checked
Games? checked
Girlfriendless? checked

ok i am an otaku (T.T)

Pain....

losing a game is painful....
missing a layup is painful....
missing under basket shot is painful....
unable to run as fast is painful....
unable to jump as high is painful....
unable to hang as long is painful....
unable to dribble as well is painful....
unable to pass as well is painful....
unable to perform like the past is painful....

Eventually.....i will be immune to all the pain...the day will come...hopefully...

time to clear some cobweb and dead flies...

after finish writing for the 2pid jap post....decide maybe tis time to do some spring cleaning to this site...since winter is coming to an end too....nice timing :)

few days ago....there is this lunar eclipse thingy and i managed to catch glimpses of it....the sky was covered with clouds so it didnt really bring out a clear view of the moon quite a pity however i still manage to watch the moon turning frm a bright white or yellow sphere into a bright red orange 1. The bright red orange moon lasted for few hours before it changed back to its usual colour....thats when the eclipse was over....duh....star and moon gazing can be really enjoyable...somehow...it can be better :>

the song プラネタリウム or Planetarium by 大塚愛 or Otsuka Ai is really nice....just did a short post for my bebo project on this....realise that its quite hard to express how i really feel from listening to this song with my limited jap...not to say i can really express it well in Eng or Chi....its just that...after listening to this song..it makes me feel like gazing the stars and moon (again)..it brings calm and peace to my mind....whenever i play this song...it makes me feel like replaying it again and again and just dun get sick of it....it gives me a feeling....of missing someone....but i dunno who that someone is..i cant figure out who that someone is...its just a black figure in my mind....that someone....who is he/she...well most prob is a she...but den who is she....right now as i am typing...i am playing this song as well....listening to this song...i just feel like relaxing ...dun feel like doing anything...no tutorials...no lectures...no basketball..no games....

u guys ever felt this way b4?

Ai Otsuka - Planetarium

Sian and bored

thats wat i had yest..promised KS that i will post and show it to him lol ..look gd isnt it??
had it at some italian restaurant named Sofia....
ya...thats all for today...no thoughts..cos i am just very sian and bored....

finally finish....

wah finally done wif the stupid and dumb bebo thingy...wat a waste of my time....its no different from a friendster....and summore ...cannot zhng music !!!! frm next week onwards ...need to throw in at least 1 blog post per week....hopefully everything can be over soon...so tired.....zzzz

this time is really gg....

b4 i start, i wan to recommend 力宏's 我们的歌 to everyone...its really catchy and nice...ok at least this is what i think...the sad thing is i got this song frm a fag friend..very chuied source......but very thankful to him for sending me this song..lol...

金曜日(fri) - tut...lunch...lect...boring day....ok..at least get to meet up with xiuxia and serene(suddenly realise i noe a few serenes lol) for dinner at Papa Gino's...its an Italian restaurant so erm...we ordered pizza and pasta? Seriously the standard of the pizza and pasta here is much better den some crappy Pas** Man*** back in Spore....after dinner we had ice cream at the famous Il Dolce Freddo ...the durian and roche is really famous here...so i had the usual..durian and roche...ok.ok i will post some pics next time...i am just being kind so ppl reading wun be drolling over it ... started our dinner at around 730 and i reached home at around 12++ and find ks online alone complaining he lonely zzz zzz eh...the usual gaming gang are all not at home...hm...no wonder seng is lonely...we waited a while and they started coming online 1 by 1 and we ended the day wif our usual routine....

土曜日(sat) - suppose to do assignment with friends....but they went clubbing and hangover so got postponed...boring boring boring...ok did nothing much except stay at home and game whole day...very "productive"....

日曜日(sun) - wake up...boring boring boring...ok again play game for a while b4 i went to play bball at albert park. Ever since i came back i have been playing for 2 different teams helping out a group of friends cos they dont have enugh players....between the matches i have an interval of 2 hrs...so i brought my jap assignment and finished it while waiting for my next game....won both games that day....played ok ok only but was quite happy wif the result even though i foul out in 1 of the games...haven foul out for ages already...i am a fair player lor.......with my current standard and playing wif angmors here...victory dont come easy and is really precious...return home and cont to game....slightly more productive den yesterday...

月曜日(mon) - mon is a shag day lesson frm 11-2 den follow by 5-7...usual lor...go attend tut and lect den have lunch wif friends den study in library hehe while waiting for 5pm lesson...aniwae 5pm jap lesson is at clayton campus so i have to travel there...from my usual caulfield campus....in case u guys are interested to know....taking melbourne city as the reference...caulfield campus is just located like the current NUS bukit timah campus while clayton is located like the NTU campus ... been used to travelling so not really complaining...*@#$%#@.....in jap lact today...we were informed abt the 2nd assignment that we need to do...OMG!!!!! we need to create a blog and update it for the next 7 weeks....and yes...of cos everything in japanese....wtf....i am already not very active in this blog and yet i have to do another 1 in japanese....this time is really gg.....haven really overcome the shock of having to create a blog in japanese...me and Aaron decided to calm ourself by eating some gd stuffs...we jioed Han and had our dinner at some taiwanese 小吃 shop at glen waverley....the spicy beef noodle is really appetising...and topped wif a soy egg...thats a perfect dinner on a cold monday nite.and ya we added a fried tofu as side dish..lol...after the dinner we went to our usual place to get bubble tea...bubble tea here really expensive...but always have the craving...in the end i had pudding lol ok will post picture next time :> after dinner..went back home...boring boring boring...ok game a while and slp....

火曜日(tue) - the only day i have no sch....sweet...wake up slightly later den usual....and spend the whole day watching animes and shows....watched the latest episode of 天才冲冲冲 and 我猜..lol really funny...gd shows to train my sense of humor... in the evening...me and Gar went to meet my friend Issac in city for dinner. We had it at dessert house...its some hongkong cafe style restaurant...they serve really gd and economical food ..reasonable price...big servings...and tasty...the only bad thing is the place is really small and crowded....but we are lucky to get ourself seats. Had lemon grass porkchop wif egg on rice...shiok...after dinner went to Easyway(bubbletea shop) to buy bubble tea. I didnt drink bubbletea on consecutive days since i had pudding last night. A really embarrassing incident happen at the bubbletea shop..we enter the store...the ger attending the store was quite sweet...but thats not the pt...aniwae we order our respective drinks and waited for collection...when she passed me my drink...she asked..."are u serene's friend" ...erm..this serene is not the same serene i meet on friday..and definitely not my beloved 小学朋友......i stunned for a while...thinking..who is she...."you are zhen wei right" ....die...she even noe my name means she never recognise wrong the wrong person...gan jiong liao...dunno who she is...."i used to stay very near ..." ooooooo finally a name flashed in my mind...Athina....okok...acknowledged her and den need to rush...parking is almost up and most importantly is to escape from the awkwardness....malu....when did my memory fail so much....really old liao....

水曜日(wed) - hate wed the most.....9 am lesson....no break till 1pm...and its not really a break...need to travel to clayton for jap seminar....ok...the consolation is 日本語の先生はきれいな人です...lol....lesson frm 2-4 and home till now.....doing nothing much waiting for game and updating this post.....summing up wat i did for the week...

hm...and o ya....during the time when its really boring boring boring...beside my fag friends....fortunately still got someone else to chat wif....maybe it is still not so boring after all.....

the night when everyone is not around

Tmr is national day and swiss group are having their gathering somewhere out there....i am happy for them especially knowing that the ppl who are unable to turn up usually are able to turn up today ...really hope they are enjoying themself. Those who are unable to turn up due to various reasons.....there is always the next 1s...so...look forward to it.

been chatting wif a particular friend quite frequently almost everyday...except when she is not online or when i am not online....and somehow it has become something to look4ward to whenever i am in front of my com....lol....thanks for enduring my nonsone and keeping me accompany :>
well i also appreciate those that fag around me when i am down..u guys now who u are thanks :>

eh .. its national day! but i still have sch zzzz maybe sing national anthem wif fellow countryman in sch later lol eh.....the fags still not home...and she is still away from doing her stuffs....slightly motivated :>

really sianed night

so sian....seriously nothing to do....wanted to slp...but just couldnt fall aslp.....tried watching shows....but dun feel like watching.....tried playing games but dun feel like playing...wanted to upload songs...but just couldnt upload....so...what has gone wrong.....what is really wrong....hm.....searching for new motivation.....day 1......

Business in Asia lect....

today is my 1st time gg for business in asia lect....and seriously....for once i really think the lecturer is chuied....her english is really cmi and she is struggling to complete a sentence with proper words...think her standard is only a bit higher den my mum....wth....its really terrible....ok...i seriously have problem figuring out what she trying to express....i started to look around...i quite pity those ang mors cos i believe they totally catch no ball and they are struggling more den i am....
as the lecture progress....some ppl got up and started leaving....after a while..i feel quite guilty for complaining about her cos i can see that she is trying very hard...to get us to understand what she is trying to say....for someone like me who always screw up during presentation....will i even be able to speak a few proper words out there in front of the people...i really wonder...

as expected during the interval almost half went out and never come back.....it is just so demoralising i tot.....ok she just carry on and continue to struggle...but i wasnt really like paying the least attention....the topic today is abt Japan economy and ....its circulating around asia countries...obviously...if not y will it be call business in Asia...and den starts the education system sub pt and she actually uses singapore as an example!!!! haha ok now i am more awake....she told the angmors...the remaining 1s.... that Singapore has a very rigid education system where they just pressure students to memorise to produce gd grades which lack creativity...and believe there are singaporeans among the international students out there....who are able to share our experience...i was like...wtf.....what is she trying to do....well after that she did rectify that not only singapore but also other asian countries deploy such educational system...shortly after....she concluded her lecture and i can see the relief and question marks on the face of others....well...guess we got lots of own reading to do....

1st day of August....

i have a friend..who is so troubled by her job....hopefully she is able to cope well and find a much better 1 and be happy. hear frm sc that zm is finally gg to start work....wishing him all the best and hope he gets along well wif his colleagues haha he is well known for his fiery temper.....really is the next human torch in the making...sc got new hairstyle...really suits him and he looks much nicer....as usual...nothing much happen here....so calm and peaceful in melbourne .....and ya....when i listen to this song recently...have a indescribable strong feel...hopefully the uploading is a success....

just recall something....when i was young....very young....and really young....ppl used to comment on my big round eyes and call me names.....one of which is 猫头鹰....and now i am really an owl....nite owl....cant slp early at all....always so lost at night....so lost.....still lost.......

it has been a week....

wah..i have return to mel for a week...thats fast....been doing nothing much except for gg to sch and stay at home and rot and stone....daily life is so routine....dota dota dota chat chat chat...ok once in a while play bball or meet friends to makan....winter is colder den the past hm.....only thing for me to look 4ward to ...probably is to chat wif qy but den she wasnt online yest...maybe thats y i slp like so early...cos my usual slping time is around 2-3 or am...ok another reason i slp so early is also cos a group of friends went to play lan till late and no one .a wif me...

eh...sometimes really wonder does it pays to be kind.....out of kindness....gar volunteer to send his friends to the airport but got himself a fine for parking at permit zone while waiting for his friends to pack..its less den a few mins that he left the car ...wat luck...out of kindess...i offer to lend gar my car so that his sis dont have to trabel all the way to clayton to pass him her car....but den got caught in the rain while i was walking on my way back...the rain wasnt heavy and i am not complaining abt anything...was wondering.....and continue to wonder......

I am back!!!

wtf....spend like dunno how many hrs in the air....almost thought that i will never make it back ...becos of some damn fog....the flight to melb has been delayed and the plane was circulating in the air for 3+ hrs and finallyd ecide to head back sydney b4 they attempt another try back to melbourne...zzzz ok...at least i manage to come back safe and sound....so freaking cold here but i really prefer it than the hot and humid weather of spore.....but den again...starting to miss my family and friends....so many things have happen within that 1 month back in spore...hopefully my friends who faced setbacks are able to get up and move on and those that are doing well continue to progress...new challenge starts today..... @.@

packed day...

hm...today is really a busy day packed wif activities...had lunch wif jorgina and yorklin at some place which sell delicious duck rice...den after that went to meet hx royston and alex for ktv session..omg....finally get to sing...ever since that jacky concert...there are so many songs that i wanna sing...thru the songs....i think i am able to voice out some thoughts..lol and after that..went to meet the fellow bballers for dinner at coffee club before we end out day at the brewerkz as usual...after taking a few sips...my face turn red and its really extremely red ....so sian...that i dun have a body that can hold liquor well.....well..during the drinking session....receive a phone call....didnt really expect her to call though...i tot everything has ended on that day ... i really wanna keep a safe distance apart....but den when i reach home i still msg her if she is still awake....dunno wtf i am doing..i seriously shuldnt be doing such things...pls let me go back soon....still.lost.....

Counting down....

time pass so fast.....only 2 days left....well really looking 4ward to go back and enjoy the extreme cold weather ...had enough of the humid and hot weather here...been perspiring like non stop since i touched down almost 3 weeks ago....is it just the hot and humid weather i am escaping frm....or....
still lost.....

Just something to share

O-town - All Or Nothing Lyrics

I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's gotta give
A share in this relationship gets older, older

You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it , show it
Then there's times you look at me
As thought I'm all that you could see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it , know it

Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well
I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to show and tell

Cuz you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
Nowhere inside for me in your life

Is it all
Or Nothing at all
Theres nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

张学友 : 我等到花儿也谢了

每个人都在说
这种爱情没有结果
我也知道你永远都不能够爱我
其实我只是希望
你有时想一想我
你却已经渐渐渐渐什么都不再说
我睡不著的时候会不会有人陪著我
我难过的时候会不会有人安慰我
我想说话的时候会不会有人了解我
我忘不了你的时候你会不会来疼我
你知不知道你知不知道
我等到花儿也谢了
你知不知道你知不知道
我等到花儿也谢了


Just sharing lyrics of this 2 songs...find it really meaningful recently... :> nice rite ?

Summary of the Weekend

ok...very touched to receive wishes from friends...and thanks everyone who have kept me accompanied frm july 14-15 lol especially WK and LT for the chalet and so glad to see ppl who i never see for ages over there and it seems that everyone is doing quite well.

went to play boardgame at siao's place today and realise that there are people who dunno their own hse nos hahaha and 1 Joker of the Yr called and ordered milo beng ....well as far as i noe...ppl ordered iced milo and not milo beng frm MAC wahhaha. Siao....u rox....

maybe the highlight of the weekend is Jacky Cheung's Concert. HE IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING. He can really sing very well...and the concert is quite magnificent and well organised. Its definitely a A++ and thanks gie for giving me the opportunity to accompany u there. Though we were quite lost during certain part of his concert when we couldnt understand his canto and his canto songs, it still bring back memories when he sings some of the really classic songs like 吻别 and a few others lol...well the songs really touched me...especially the current me....hope to have more concerts to go to in the future!!!

early bird catches the worm..

wah....not that i am particularly worried abt my results or watever but i dont really have anything to do online so i just refresh the sch website once in a while and the results are finally out...and well...i managed to clear everything...haha..its quite a relief....and i have to admit that the grades dont reflect my effort accurately .... but...heck...its quite satisfying cos i am a easily satisfied person hehe very good mood this morning...gd start of the day..ppl can msg to congrats me whahahahah.....now back to slp....zzzzz

a walk to remember

wat a tiring day....played tennis wif shawn and zm and was really shagged out b4 we went to visit a place full of our teens memories - swiss cottage secondary school LOL. The visit wasnt really a smooth 1 cos we were stopped at the security post for improper attire...cos we were wearing slippers...wtf!!! well lucky we got our shoes wif us as Miss Ma and Mr Roland Ang come to our rescue and we changed into it and started touring the school for the 1st time since many many yrs....hm...well Mr Ang cannot rem my name but den he said something about me becoming fatter so i guess he still rem how i look...so...i take it as a consolation that he still rem me....lol

wif us is miss ma and our 1st stop is Mr Ang's office...He is our physic's teacher and he didnt change much..still as chatty as the past and well...we need more teachers like him...he is now more involve in counseling as to teaching....had quite a lengthy and comfortable chat with him. after that we begin to tour around the school and walk past where our previous class used to be...the school really change alot...alot....that i can hardly recognise...its good to know that the school is doing well academically and hopefully it will continue....went to see the staff photographs and i seriously think that the hottest teacher currently in the school is miss Ma - the form teacher of klass 3e3....

after a long wait...we finally get to see Mr Arthur Ngoh...wah...initially still pretend not to see us....best....haha he is still the same and well ... he made the same comment as Mr Ang saying i become so much fatter so i can assume he still rem who i am and how i USED to look like....relief....at least its better den asking who i am...lol chat a while wif him b4 we made our leave.....the school has changed so much...what used to belong to us are no longer there...replaced by new stuffs...but...the time spent there and the memories will always be around....

I have confirmed!!!

wake up like damn early around 7 am to go running with my parents for the 1st time since many years. damn shagged la....my dad is such a gd runner...and i am struggling to just catch up with him...this is so embarrassing. i seriously need to do something abt it....

went wif zm to have lunch wif jorgina and den spend some time walking around wif Max and zm b4 ending up playing pool wif ernest joining us at the end.....

sum up the day having dinner wif ecstasy...haha haven seen her for a long time...so much have happen since so many yrs ago...hopefully she will get better and much better....and as for me....i really dunno......lost.......

Proud to be a Singaporean ?

had lunch wif Garry and Kat at some jap restaurant at Chijmes on a hot sunday afternoon. The tepanyaki lunch was delicious. Met a aussie couple in the restaurant who are returning to Sydney at night. They are praising Singapore and giving compliments about the cleanliness, safety, politeness and helpfulness of people (our busybody traits). Feel so proud to be a Singaporean for that moment haha. The tepanyaki chef was chatty and entertaining so the meal was even more enjoyable.

So....after having a short conversation with the aussie couple, it left me thinking. Is Singapore really that good as they say hm....to certain extent they are quite true...but they have only stay here so short enough to only see the surface. Guess i am just the same as them when i visited Australia and praising Australia while i compared it with Singapore. Maybe i need to stay there longer to really know if it is really that good....now...PR or no PR.....sian...

Morning tennis session wif ZY is tiring...haven been playing for a long time...spend more time picking up balls den striking it....but its my 1st time visiting the Jurong west Sports and Recreation Stadium. Quite a nice place to play but its very COSTLY ..wth....din realise the peak hr rate can be so high....lesson learnt.....

Back after 3 yrs

Here i am back after 3 yrs, doing something which i thought i will never continue again. All thanks to Siao and Sc as they somehow indirectly influence me to do it.

"If i can travel through time and go back to the past, what will i do?"

I was asked this question by a very sophisticated friend (aka Siao) and it left me pondering deep in thoughts. There are so many regrets in different stages of my life and i wonder how many times i need to travel back time to change things... well he did ask me a few other questions as well and haha they are all quite interesting 1s....

let see what did i do today...hm....had early breakfast wif Ernie and YZ at Westmall. The breakfast was great and it is a gd start of the day. Lunch wif JJ, QH and QY at Ancient Kitchen well the food is ordinary but the conversation we had is quite hilarious. Walking under the F*** up weather can be really irritating but the companionship of the 2 youthful ladies somehow offset it. Visited Central for the 1st time today and well....it ...was...kinda...of ...an experience...the place is small and the stuffs they sell are like the combination of Bugis Village and Heeren. Went to Far East for the 1st time since i come back and it was quite an enjoyable shopping spree even though i did not get anything for myself LOL. The gers got themselves a handful of stuffs and i am happy for them. Dinner was ok blah blah and nothing interesting happen after that. Its really fun and enjoyable going out with QH and QY hahaha and hopefully they dun feel weird with me around. So i sum up my day...ending it with a phone call which left me feeling irritated for reasons that i dunno.....