it has been a week....

wah..i have return to mel for a week...thats fast....been doing nothing much except for gg to sch and stay at home and rot and stone....daily life is so routine....dota dota dota chat chat chat...ok once in a while play bball or meet friends to makan....winter is colder den the past hm.....only thing for me to look 4ward to ...probably is to chat wif qy but den she wasnt online yest...maybe thats y i slp like so early...cos my usual slping time is around 2-3 or am...ok another reason i slp so early is also cos a group of friends went to play lan till late and no one .a wif me...

eh...sometimes really wonder does it pays to be kind.....out of kindness....gar volunteer to send his friends to the airport but got himself a fine for parking at permit zone while waiting for his friends to pack..its less den a few mins that he left the car ...wat luck...out of kindess...i offer to lend gar my car so that his sis dont have to trabel all the way to clayton to pass him her car....but den got caught in the rain while i was walking on my way back...the rain wasnt heavy and i am not complaining abt anything...was wondering.....and continue to wonder......

I am back!!!

wtf....spend like dunno how many hrs in the air....almost thought that i will never make it back ...becos of some damn fog....the flight to melb has been delayed and the plane was circulating in the air for 3+ hrs and finallyd ecide to head back sydney b4 they attempt another try back to melbourne...zzzz ok...at least i manage to come back safe and sound....so freaking cold here but i really prefer it than the hot and humid weather of spore.....but den again...starting to miss my family and friends....so many things have happen within that 1 month back in spore...hopefully my friends who faced setbacks are able to get up and move on and those that are doing well continue to progress...new challenge starts today..... @.@

packed day...

hm...today is really a busy day packed wif activities...had lunch wif jorgina and yorklin at some place which sell delicious duck rice...den after that went to meet hx royston and alex for ktv session..omg....finally get to sing...ever since that jacky concert...there are so many songs that i wanna sing...thru the songs....i think i am able to voice out some thoughts..lol and after that..went to meet the fellow bballers for dinner at coffee club before we end out day at the brewerkz as usual...after taking a few sips...my face turn red and its really extremely red ....so sian...that i dun have a body that can hold liquor well.....well..during the drinking session....receive a phone call....didnt really expect her to call though...i tot everything has ended on that day ... i really wanna keep a safe distance apart....but den when i reach home i still msg her if she is still awake....dunno wtf i am doing..i seriously shuldnt be doing such things...pls let me go back soon....still.lost.....

Counting down....

time pass so fast.....only 2 days left....well really looking 4ward to go back and enjoy the extreme cold weather ...had enough of the humid and hot weather here...been perspiring like non stop since i touched down almost 3 weeks ago....is it just the hot and humid weather i am escaping frm....or....
still lost.....

Just something to share

O-town - All Or Nothing Lyrics

I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's gotta give
A share in this relationship gets older, older

You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it , show it
Then there's times you look at me
As thought I'm all that you could see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it , know it

Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well
I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to show and tell

Cuz you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
Nowhere inside for me in your life

Is it all
Or Nothing at all
Theres nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

张学友 : 我等到花儿也谢了

每个人都在说
这种爱情没有结果
我也知道你永远都不能够爱我
其实我只是希望
你有时想一想我
你却已经渐渐渐渐什么都不再说
我睡不著的时候会不会有人陪著我
我难过的时候会不会有人安慰我
我想说话的时候会不会有人了解我
我忘不了你的时候你会不会来疼我
你知不知道你知不知道
我等到花儿也谢了
你知不知道你知不知道
我等到花儿也谢了


Just sharing lyrics of this 2 songs...find it really meaningful recently... :> nice rite ?

Summary of the Weekend

ok...very touched to receive wishes from friends...and thanks everyone who have kept me accompanied frm july 14-15 lol especially WK and LT for the chalet and so glad to see ppl who i never see for ages over there and it seems that everyone is doing quite well.

went to play boardgame at siao's place today and realise that there are people who dunno their own hse nos hahaha and 1 Joker of the Yr called and ordered milo beng ....well as far as i noe...ppl ordered iced milo and not milo beng frm MAC wahhaha. Siao....u rox....

maybe the highlight of the weekend is Jacky Cheung's Concert. HE IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING. He can really sing very well...and the concert is quite magnificent and well organised. Its definitely a A++ and thanks gie for giving me the opportunity to accompany u there. Though we were quite lost during certain part of his concert when we couldnt understand his canto and his canto songs, it still bring back memories when he sings some of the really classic songs like 吻别 and a few others lol...well the songs really touched me...especially the current me....hope to have more concerts to go to in the future!!!

early bird catches the worm..

wah....not that i am particularly worried abt my results or watever but i dont really have anything to do online so i just refresh the sch website once in a while and the results are finally out...and well...i managed to clear everything...haha..its quite a relief....and i have to admit that the grades dont reflect my effort accurately .... but...heck...its quite satisfying cos i am a easily satisfied person hehe very good mood this morning...gd start of the day..ppl can msg to congrats me whahahahah.....now back to slp....zzzzz

a walk to remember

wat a tiring day....played tennis wif shawn and zm and was really shagged out b4 we went to visit a place full of our teens memories - swiss cottage secondary school LOL. The visit wasnt really a smooth 1 cos we were stopped at the security post for improper attire...cos we were wearing slippers...wtf!!! well lucky we got our shoes wif us as Miss Ma and Mr Roland Ang come to our rescue and we changed into it and started touring the school for the 1st time since many many yrs....hm...well Mr Ang cannot rem my name but den he said something about me becoming fatter so i guess he still rem how i look...so...i take it as a consolation that he still rem me....lol

wif us is miss ma and our 1st stop is Mr Ang's office...He is our physic's teacher and he didnt change much..still as chatty as the past and well...we need more teachers like him...he is now more involve in counseling as to teaching....had quite a lengthy and comfortable chat with him. after that we begin to tour around the school and walk past where our previous class used to be...the school really change alot...alot....that i can hardly recognise...its good to know that the school is doing well academically and hopefully it will continue....went to see the staff photographs and i seriously think that the hottest teacher currently in the school is miss Ma - the form teacher of klass 3e3....

after a long wait...we finally get to see Mr Arthur Ngoh...wah...initially still pretend not to see us....best....haha he is still the same and well ... he made the same comment as Mr Ang saying i become so much fatter so i can assume he still rem who i am and how i USED to look like....relief....at least its better den asking who i am...lol chat a while wif him b4 we made our leave.....the school has changed so much...what used to belong to us are no longer there...replaced by new stuffs...but...the time spent there and the memories will always be around....

I have confirmed!!!

wake up like damn early around 7 am to go running with my parents for the 1st time since many years. damn shagged la....my dad is such a gd runner...and i am struggling to just catch up with him...this is so embarrassing. i seriously need to do something abt it....

went wif zm to have lunch wif jorgina and den spend some time walking around wif Max and zm b4 ending up playing pool wif ernest joining us at the end.....

sum up the day having dinner wif ecstasy...haha haven seen her for a long time...so much have happen since so many yrs ago...hopefully she will get better and much better....and as for me....i really dunno......lost.......

Proud to be a Singaporean ?

had lunch wif Garry and Kat at some jap restaurant at Chijmes on a hot sunday afternoon. The tepanyaki lunch was delicious. Met a aussie couple in the restaurant who are returning to Sydney at night. They are praising Singapore and giving compliments about the cleanliness, safety, politeness and helpfulness of people (our busybody traits). Feel so proud to be a Singaporean for that moment haha. The tepanyaki chef was chatty and entertaining so the meal was even more enjoyable.

So....after having a short conversation with the aussie couple, it left me thinking. Is Singapore really that good as they say hm....to certain extent they are quite true...but they have only stay here so short enough to only see the surface. Guess i am just the same as them when i visited Australia and praising Australia while i compared it with Singapore. Maybe i need to stay there longer to really know if it is really that good....now...PR or no PR.....sian...

Morning tennis session wif ZY is tiring...haven been playing for a long time...spend more time picking up balls den striking it....but its my 1st time visiting the Jurong west Sports and Recreation Stadium. Quite a nice place to play but its very COSTLY ..wth....din realise the peak hr rate can be so high....lesson learnt.....

Back after 3 yrs

Here i am back after 3 yrs, doing something which i thought i will never continue again. All thanks to Siao and Sc as they somehow indirectly influence me to do it.

"If i can travel through time and go back to the past, what will i do?"

I was asked this question by a very sophisticated friend (aka Siao) and it left me pondering deep in thoughts. There are so many regrets in different stages of my life and i wonder how many times i need to travel back time to change things... well he did ask me a few other questions as well and haha they are all quite interesting 1s....

let see what did i do today...hm....had early breakfast wif Ernie and YZ at Westmall. The breakfast was great and it is a gd start of the day. Lunch wif JJ, QH and QY at Ancient Kitchen well the food is ordinary but the conversation we had is quite hilarious. Walking under the F*** up weather can be really irritating but the companionship of the 2 youthful ladies somehow offset it. Visited Central for the 1st time today and well....it ...was...kinda...of ...an experience...the place is small and the stuffs they sell are like the combination of Bugis Village and Heeren. Went to Far East for the 1st time since i come back and it was quite an enjoyable shopping spree even though i did not get anything for myself LOL. The gers got themselves a handful of stuffs and i am happy for them. Dinner was ok blah blah and nothing interesting happen after that. Its really fun and enjoyable going out with QH and QY hahaha and hopefully they dun feel weird with me around. So i sum up my day...ending it with a phone call which left me feeling irritated for reasons that i dunno.....